Things never change,so do I.還是維持著那種要嘛就都不要出門，出門後就想玩玩在回家可能是因為一出門就要換衣服(it takes time!!!)，回家也要換衣服所以懶得穿穿脫脫吧...懶...偏偏出門最大的動力消失了，(DL etc.)=>硬是要寫你勒於是變成宅女了!(其實在大陸最宅，完全都不出門)不過不看電視不上網，好像不算宅!!看了不少的書...整天都窩在房間看書...(其實一直都窩在"床上"看書plus睡覺...宅的範圍更小了)什麼怪書都看就是了~從PPAPER, 椅子站起來, 費加洛, 葛林斯潘的"我們的新世界"(讚)...整理了房間，溫習了一些回憶整理了衣櫥，溫習每一件衣服是誰陪我去買的...丟掉一些廢物，把一些小東西拿出來想念，再收起來我在房間找到一個封箱已久熱水壺耶!真是個絕~我一直在思考那個箱子到底裝的是什麼，卻一直都沒有把他打開．四年了吧．．．於是房間多了個熱水壺...連下樓倒水都不必了哈...我的小房間要被書堆滿了啦！！改天真的要把某些書拿出來義賣之類的...(不過很多怪書就是了，沒個規律)我家明明在偏僻的地方可是生活機能真是強大~隔壁有麥當勞，麥當勞隔壁是Starbucks還有7-11冬天的五十嵐，夏天的清心郵局，投資的銀行也很近!!就差個書店~(其實上網買書, 去7-11 pick up就好了)我所需的都有了~!!!oh yeah~（不過離完全不出門還有段距離就是了）喔為什麼會想要更新網頁, 是因為剛剛需要打開電腦做點research的時候無意見發現這個網頁有八個小朋友在瀏覽耶!太感人了~!!!!我已經看""1位小朋友正在窺視喬艾兒的異想世界"", that's me, for months! 感動到立刻更新~!haha還算開心的決定穿紫色絲襪＋靴子出門人總是要吃飯的...雖然最近一天只有一餐...過年會瘦耶...把我上個月因為太冷而儲存的脂肪們消耗完囉！真是個猛~(其實我是靠心情吃飯的吧...)
最近想寫個故事還沒好好整理開頭不知道有沒有機會寫下來-----------------------------------------------------------------笑話還是有的 :跟S推薦P.S I love you, 被誤以為我在跟他告白...-----------------------------------------------------------------跟我一起去看電影的K先生，看到我的網頁後問我說：你是說你整場電影都在哭還是說女主角整場都在哭？me: ．．．actually, i guess it's both!!!Mr. K: 完全沒有發現耶...!me: ............
(were you really there?)
看完電影的隔天，我學女主講講了一句Ｋ先生再看電影的時候唯一大笑的那幕台詞''my nose is broken!!!"K先生說: 好熟的一句話喔！！我在哪個電影聽過?? my nose is broken....(不斷的重複念著台詞，陷入苦思)me: ............
(WERE YOU REALLY THERE?)
你要出去?我只是要離開這個鬼地方．--看了一部電影"P.S. I LOVE YOU"哇勒...從頭哭到尾~影后果然不是隨便選片的唷連這種看似無聊的劇情都那麼讚no children is better.--一人飽，全家飽．Why not--Can life be treated in?I believe this will make a great margin someday.--唉怎麼覺得每張臉都寫著虛偽happy CNY走了多久，回頭還是一樣．--是怎麼樣那麼努力要逼每個你愛的人遠離你?I dont get it but maybe i will just compromise. Then wish you be happy.truly happy.--You know what.I do all these just because of you.--如果所有的reason都可以很straight forward and backward那就簡單多了why should i care about others?I should only care about myself.F all the others.--為什麼我還沒發病呢真是詭異--seeing a good friend is great...even only for a hour.--me is goddamn lucky !!!even a lot of you dont understand what I said recently(or for a long long time), but i can still feel you guys' love...Dude...seems like everyone put me in the prayer.I am so grateful toward all of you.Even you barely see that from me.I havent shared things out...for a while...cuz I dont wanna put my burden on you. (It might be light for you...but i would take it alone anyway haha)Me is a shy person anyway.--為什麼會越寫心情就慢慢好一點了?難道不能就一直都很不爽for months?為別人著想的人會比較快樂嗎?還是只是慢性病?I could NEVER figure that out seems this is my SPECIAL TRAININGsince LITTLE.--唉心情好點了那去睡覺好了．self healing works, again.--so what would happen if I QUIT writing ? 那大概就真的發病了吧song!--
又再度回到這個溫暖的小島, 溫暖的小房間大陸已經冷了一個禮拜囉一天降一度到剩六度時, 我們飛到溫暖點的島嶼避寒( No positive thinking below, so Do NOT read it if you cannot take it)((but how can ppl know if they can take it or not before read it?))((( oh well...just take it as a complaint, as usual)))I guess I was happy on the way home...cuz i got something and someone to giggle at.But I dont know why I feel so frustrated now in my own room.(Actually, I feel that often, especially in the room i grow up.)--> this should another entry.I am seeking a passion from inside of me.
I know I can do things good (or just okay), but I dont really into what I am doing yet.I do not hate or dislike what I do for living, plz dont misunderstand me.I believe there are some people who do see my passion before while I was playing music, holding a Birthday party, preparing a lot of activities...etc.I know I cannot do those things for living, and it might be just some enjoyments of my youth...When the moment passed, those happy time would not come back.However, I know I need to do something I have passion toward. I might not be truly happy before I find something I LOVE to do.Love and passion is an important motivation for a person, especially for a dreamless and hopeless person like me. I see nothing I am willing to achieve, but you all know my personality that most of time I can face the challenge ahead of my path. This is my only strength, sighs...So I guess I just keep doing what I am doing... alive... emotionless...(GOSH! I so wanna go back to student life any time soon... with my friends, imagination, and creativity. ) -->just want a simple happy younger life style...i guess-----------------------------------------------------------Do not compare between generations, cuz the elder generation complete how the younger looks like now. We also have our own troubles, which seems stupid for elders, to worry about. And we will also have our retribution from next generation. Life is a circle.I will probably be very pissed off by my child (if i have) for his/her stupid worries...sighs...No one can truly understand the other without love. But no one can understand the other just by love. Do not hurt each other mentally, for a Happy Chinese New year.
這次去香港機場我們又去吃krispy kreme ，
好吃的甜甜圈~~~!!!愛死了~
這次我去了家超級貴但我從來沒聽說過的餐廳，雖然有禮卷(就是因為有禮卷才去的)，
我的眼袋好深喔@ @
今年流行毛帽，但他只出場了短短的幾分鐘．美麗的冬天就過去啦！
很高興這次回去可以見到姿方夫婦哈！雖然僅僅只有快一小時的見面