I start to wonder that why we work in the factory.
Today I put on my contact, and I see the world/environment with better vision.
I see fatigue, boredom, and unhappiness from the co-workers around me.
Everyday new problem keeps popping up to make us extremely busy and make us look like some fools.
I see no smile on my co-workers’ face, and we are even too tired to complain.
I wonder why we choose to work here? Factory? A horrible crazy unfree intensive working environment?
Isn’t there any other kind of work can make people work happier?
I guess… maybe we are too close to foxconn…the dressed atmosphere influents here!
The truth is… I barely feel anything from the foxconn suicide event here.
It’s odd that I can feel how serious it is from the news on Taiwan’s program, but I don’t feel how it affect here from 20mins drive distance.
Back to the topic. why factory?
I hope it’s just my personal issue that causes my doubt.
I need to put myself back together to work, or I put too much myself into the work so that I cannot work?
That’s a good Q.
I find out that I really don’t like to hang out with new friends… that affect my working mold here.
No life here, so I can keep working here.
That may be one of the reason too.
I don’t know what I miss and who I miss.
I miss a factor called passion. However I wonder do I ever have that toward my any kinda work.
Do I hate responsibility too much so that I cannot have passion toward any so-called responsibility?
I need to transform my talent into daily life.
I know I have it, but I just don’t motivate it.
I should miss my friends, but somehow I like to be isolated.
Luckily, I am isolated.
It’s good to be quiet sometimes.. to be alone… in my personal moment & space… if I have them.
If I really need to be quiet, why I am still typing all these?
Good Q! Being alone, I always talk to myself as a way my thoughts process…
And, my old lovely blog seems the only personal space I left in really life.
